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 -in 1985 I was Mentally Ill or close to it

-a number of times I went on long walks in the middle of the night

-one time I was on the Road close to halfway between the Streets where once friends

-CHRIS / CHRIST Pilditch. And ANTHONY / ANTI HAYES / PITCHFORK lived

-in the middle of the night a car pulled up and a man offered me a ride

-a few times in the middle of the night I went to a sort of largish, white, scary looking home across the Road from my home

-I once straight after that started to call the Police but I hung up

-that time I briefly sat on a suitcase on top of our spare old garage roof

-maybe those represents me having affairs with my father's wife

-the man who told my mother he was Ian from Hastings